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It's either a mood swing or I just can't tolerate my younger brother anymore. Okay... He can be a good kid and all but today and yesterday and a few days before.. he has been sooo annoying!

It's the fasting month, I think everyone practically knows that and I'm on holiday right now cause the japanese flag has dawned on my ass. So maybe that's another possible reason I'm so pissed off.

You see, when we start having our menstrual cycle, we girls can't fast so yea, I didn't although I'm hiding it from my younger brother. My younger brother figured out I wasn't fasting cause my mum didn't wake me up to eat in the morning on saturday so he bugs me by asking 'Kak Chik not fasting?' in that adorable cute innocent way. Once is okay. I answered 'Maybe~ I dunno'. Second time he asked, fine, I answered the same thing. But you know what? He KNOWS I'm not fasting. My mum has to explain it to him EVERY SINGLE YEAR and guess what he does? ASK ME SOME MORE!
And that's not all! He will be like 'Kak Chik did you pray?' I'll prey on his head if he keeps on asking these kinda stuff!

Of course, I never say yes or no because, as a girl, I am very shy about this and usually people figure it out like snap and just shuts up about it. But not my younger brother. Not MY younger brother. He goes nosing around and sticks close to me JUST to spot me eating! Even my mum tries to sneak some food to me cause she too ain't fasting.

That's not all, he is seriously pissing me off. Everytime I get sick of reading books (mind you I didn't say it was reference or text books although I'm supposed to be studying) I will go to the electone and start swtching off the fan (it's stuffy there cause there's no fan near the stairs) and guess what he does. He quickly runs for the electone and starts sitting on the seat and switches on the electone when I was OBVIOUSLY in the mood to play.

I know his electone exam is in November but it is no excuse to just come and play when I wanted to play. Being the older sibling, I hadthe authority to shove him off but being a kind sister, I just pushed the chair away and started playing WHILE standing. He pushed the chair back and tried to disturb me playing my piece. I couldn't stand it cause I still haven't mastered the song yet and HE, yes HE plays the same song over and over again and even bringing the speed to 110% and even adds some percussion to make it sound as if there was a maniac in the band suddenly causing an uproar by just.. well... crashing everything. IT'S NOT NICE!

Being very tolerant, I continued playing, concentrating on my piece but then he just went to bring the volume up and start playing NONSENSE till I was so pissed off. I said kindly.. well.. not really kindly, just like.. warning lah 'You better go. I was here first so please go study since your exam is coming and you spent 4 hours on the computer monkey'

'But I wanna play!'

'I was here first lah. Wait for your turn. You mastered your song already I haven't so PLEASE?'

'I want to play!!!!!' and he started crying. HE STARTED CRYING. This quickly reminded me about when he was younger and pampered and when I always bullied him.

'HAIYO! I'm being fair here! Now you're crying please lah! I was here first! YOu better get up before I tell Ma!' I was already very angry.

'BUT I WANNA PLAY!!!' He cried. I was already at my limit so I called out for my mum and he started crying louder. I couldn't stand it although Iknow form past experiance that my mum will surely fight for my side but I was so sick of him I yelled at him (note, I yelled, not scream. In the past, I used to scream).

'FINE! PLAY LAH! I LET YOU PLAY! YOU PAMPERED BRAT! JADILAH ANAK MANJA HAH?! PLAY LAH PLAY LAH! GO PLAY LAH! DO WHATEVER YOU LIKE!' And I went to my room and slammed the door.

Fyi, the lock of my room is spoiled because last time when I was arguing with my younger brother, MY YOUNGER BROTHER, I accidentally twist the lock off....

Anyway, so fine, I ignored him. Then later in the evening, I was incharge of sending some food to my neighbour in front. I was wearing my HOUSE clothes which compromise of a t-shirt that reached my knees and a very... homey type of pants. Since my younger brother just came back from delivering some food, I asked him POLITELY 'Hey, can you send these to the neighbour in front?' And what he does? He unlocks the door, switched the gate open and went off to the KITCHEN, knocking me on the way making me spill some porridge (bubur cha cha) and made me yell at him yet again. 'OI! I'm asking for help here! OI! Budak (kid/brat)!'

NOt feeling one bit happy, I stomped off to the house where their SON who is a year older saw me in THESE kinda clothes. Not that I fancy him or anything but as a girl, of course I would want to look presentable anytime I go out and meet someone!

My younger brother, he does not appreciate me at all! I buy food for him, I cared for him and everytime he is scared of my mother I will come help him do his maths or anything. I kept his exam a secret form my mum even! And what does he do to me? HE DOES THIS! THESE KINDA STUFF! I know I order him around at times but I don't order him around as much as my older brother ordered me around last time!

I mean, last time, I was ordered to fetch drink EVERY SINGLE TIME. Atleast I have the legs to go walk downstairs to take water for myself and only asks him when I'm watching TV or sick or have something to do! ARGH! I'm so pissed off right now! I'm never buying him his favourite food for dinner anymore! Tomorrows dinner is set, it's gonna be Lontong! Let him starve! If he doesn't want me to eat in peace, I won't let him eat in peace. I have suffered enough.

He was a pampered brat fine, I got scolded alot for stuff I didn't do until my older brother proved to my mother and talked some sense proving my innocent. After that, my younger brother obeyed me. If he is planning to go back to his old pampered ways just because my older brother ain't here. I'm ready.

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2. Press forward for each question...

3. Use the song title as the answer to the question...
(u can add comments + lyrics if ya want...)

4. NO CHEATING...!!


Right... let’s do this…

[1] How am I feeling today?

Hot Hot Heat – Ladies and Gentlemen

<sub>There's a gentleman who's not so gentle cuz he's too generous with his chit and his chat
So lately we've been discussing a way to rid this disgusting example of ample gossip and gab

All we hear is La La La...

He's a gentleman who plays a caricature of a character he wishes he was
So lately we've been ignoring all his stories as we smile and nod and let him simply do what he does
So watch out

And everybody's got the same story:
We never wanted him here
He showed up anyway
He never would leave us alone
We never wanted him here
He showed up anyway
But maybe that's ok

Soon this gentleman was barking louder when his biting harder didn't earn him respect
But lately we've been too proud to admit that we all might miss him just a bit now that he's packed up and left
What did we do?

And everybody's got the same story:
We never wanted him here
He showed up anyway
He never would leave us alone
We never wanted him here
He showed up anyway
But maybe that's ok

We never wanted him here
He showed up anyway
He never would leave us alone
We never wanted him here
And now he's gone for good
But maybe we've made a mistake</sub>

What is this supposed to portray? Maybe I’m feeling very… err… Polite? Not really… lol



[2] Where will I get married?

James Newton – Flying Jolly Roger

_{<No Lyrics>}

OMG! That’s so cool! If you all aren’t familiar, this is from Peter Pan. I’m gonna get married in a ship! What’s better is it’s flying!


[3] What is my best friend's theme song?

Disagree & Popshuvit – Football Mad Nation

_{<Cannot Find Lyrics>}

They seriously are crazy that’s a fact XD



[4] What was high school like?

Three Days Grace – Wake Up

<sub>I’m not sober all the time
You bring me down at least you try
Until we see this eye to eye
I don’t want you

I must be running out of luck
Cause you’re just not drunk enough to fuck
And now I’ve had it up to here
I don’t, I don’t want you

It took so long to see
You walked away from me
When I need you
Wake up I’m pounding on the door
I’m not the man I was before
Where the hell are you
When I need you
Wake up I’m pounding on the door
I won’t hurt you anymore
Where the hell are you
When I need you

I’m not angry all the time
You push me down at least you try
Until we see this eye to eye
I don’t want you

It took so long to see
You walked away from me
When I need you
Wake up I’m pounding on the door
I’m not the man I was before
Where the hell are you
When I need you
Wake up I’m pounding on the door
I won’t hurt you anymore
Where the hell are you
When I need you

It took so long to see
You walked away from me
When I need you

Wake up I’m pounding on the door
I’m not the man I was before
Where the hell are you
When I need you
Wake up I’m pounding on the door
I won’t hurt you anymore
Where the hell are you
When I need you</sub>

… Somehow this is so true... Since I was form 1-3 I had a problem waking up. Only half-way through form 3 did I learnt how to wake up without the help of my parents. Still... I usually reach school right on time (I’ a prefect so I follow the attendance) and thus.. pay a late fine EVERY week! Anyway.. I’m still in highschool!



[5] What is the best thing about me?

Panic! At the Disco – London Beckons Songs about Money Written By Machines

_{<Lyrics hard to find>}

… What the hell does that mean… I.. Like money…???



[6] How is today going to be?

Fall Out Boy – Sugar We’re Going Down

<sub>Am I more than you bargained for yet
I’ve been dying to tell you
anything you want to hear
Cause that’s just who I am this week
Lie in the grass, next to the mausoleum
I’m just a notch in your bedpost
But you’re just a line in a song
(A notch in your bedpost, but you’re just a line in a song)

Drop a heart, break a name
We’re always sleeping in, and sleeping for the wrong team

We’re going down, down in an earlier round
And Sugar, we’re going down swinging
I’ll be your number one with a bullet
A loaded god complex, cock it and pull it

We’re going down, down in an earlier round
And Sugar, we’re going down swinging
I’ll be your number one with a bullet
A loaded god complex, cock it and pull it

Is this more than you bargained for yet
Oh don’t mind me I’m watching you two from the closet
Wishing to be the friction in your jeans
Isn’t it messed up how I’m just dying to be him
I’m just a notch in your bedpost
But you’re just a line in a song
(Notch in your bedpost, but you’re just a line in a song)

Drop a heart, break a name
We’re always sleeping in, and sleeping for the wrong team

We’re going down, down in an earlier round
And Sugar, we’re going down swinging
I’ll be your number one with a bullet
A loaded god complex, cock it and pull it

Down, down in an earlier round
And Sugar, we’re going down swinging
I’ll be your number one with a bullet
A loaded god complex, cock it and pull it

We’re going down, down in an earlier round
And Sugar, we’re going down swinging
I’ll be your number one with a bullet
A loaded god complex, cock it and pull it
We’re going down, down (down, down)
Down, down (down, down)

We’re going down, down (down, down)
A loaded god complex, cock it and pull it

We’re going down, down in an earlier round
And Sugar, we’re going down swinging
I’ll be your number one with a bullet
A loaded god complex, cock it and pull it.</sub>

Somehow that sounds horny XD Lol! And today is going to end in around 3 more hours! XD



[7] What is in store for this weekend?

Alvin and the Chipmunks - Macarena

<sub>When I dance they call me Macarena
And the boys they say que soi buena (?)
They all want me, they can't have me
So they all come and dance beside me
Move with me, jam with me
And if you're good I'll take you home with me

Da le a tu cuerpo alegria macarena
Que tu cuerpo es pa darle alegria y cosa buena
Da le a tu cuerpo alegria macarena
Eeeeeh, Macarena - ay

Da le a tu cuerpo alegria macarena ...

Now, don't you worry 'bout my boyfriend
The boy whose name is Vittorino
Ha, I don't want him, couldn't stand him
He was no good so I ... (giggle)
Now come on, what was I supposed to do
He was out of town, and his two friends were soooooo fine

Da le a tu cuerpo alegria macarena ... (2 times)

(I am not trying to seduce you)

Ma-, Ma-, Ma-, Ma-, Ma-, Ma-, Macarena ...

Da le a tu cuerpo alegria macarena ... (2 times)

Come and find me, my name is Macarena
I'm always at the party 'cause I think it's cosa buena (?)
Come join me, dance with me
And all you fellas tag along with me

Da le a tu cuerpo alegria macarena ... (5 times</sub>

OF ALL SONGS!! LOL!! And Chipmunks summore! HAHAHHA!!!



[8] What song describes my parents?


Ouran Host Club – Mata Ashita (See you Again Tomorrow)

_{(Haruhi: Tobira wo akeru to, soko wa–
itsudatte kimi no koto wo bokura wa koko de matteru kara
ya na koto ga atta no nara bokura ni hanashi wo kikasete yo
sakki made naite ita (nakanai de) kimi no kanashii kao mo (sugu ni)
hora bokura nara itsu no mani egao ni kaeru
(Honey: Egao ni kaeru!)
mata ashita! hohoenda kimi ni aeru you ni
sumi kitta aozora ukabu kumo no you ni
mune ippai hi no hikari abite aruki dasou
boku to
(Tamaki: Ii ne.
Haruhi: Tanoshii desu ne!
Tamaki: Kore ga shomin no uta ka!)
kudaranai joudan datte kimi wa warau kamo shirenai keredo
tada kimi no yorokobu kao ga bokura wa itsumo mitai dake nanda
sakki made futte ita (daijoubu) doshaburi amagumo mo (sugu ni)
hora bokura nara warai tobashite aruite ikeru
(Mori: Doushita, Mitsukuni.
Honey: Ahaha, aruite ikeru!)
mata ashita! hohoenda kimi ni aeru you ni
wa ni natte tsunaida te to te no nukumori wo
itsumademo wasurenai you ni aruki dasou boku to
kenka shite surechigau toki datte (donna toki datte)
kimi ni aeta koto ni koukai wa nai kara
(Tamaki: Yukou!)
mata ashita! hohoenda kimi ni aeru you ni
sumi kitta aozora ukabu kumo no you ni
mune ippai hi no hikari abite aruki dasou
mata ashita! hohoenda kimi ni aeru you ni
wa ni natte tsunaida te to te no nukumori wo
itsumademo wasurenai you ni aruki dasou
(Haruhi: Senpai!
Tamaki: Kora omaera, Haruhi kara hanarero!
Twins: Yada yo!
Honey: Tanoshii ne!
Kyouya: Omaera na…
Honey: Haru-chan!
Haruhi: Yare yare.
Kyouya: Maa, ii ka.
Tamaki: Haruhi~!
Haruhi: Mata ashita!)
mata ashita! hohoenda kimi ni aeru you ni
sumi kitta aozora ukabu kumo no you ni
mune ippai hi no hikari abite aruki dasou
boku to}

I see... Well. I see them everyday… I’m actually surprised how I was able to find the lyrics!



[9] How is my life going?

(This song actually got the les-del rio’s version of Macarena but since I got Macarena before… I dunno…
Kotani Kinya – No! Virtual

<sub>Totsuzen sugite tsugou ga tsukanai
machiawase kurikaeshi nogashiteru
kokokara saki wa [HANPA]ja ikenai
odoru machi kara kawareteru mitai

Daiji na [MONO] kara surinuketeku
yume to ka mie sou de mie nakute

[KIMI] e no omoi ga [BOKU] wo hashirasu
kengai nanka me janai
atarashii kaze wo kanjita mama de
saikou no koi wo misete yo

Umakuikanai koigokoro mitai
[CHANSU] ga myou ni [BOKU] to surechigau
kasanda [TSUKE] ga ato kara kisou
mogaite mo ima kara ja tasukaranai

Ikinari itai [TOKO] tsuite kuru
kodoku ni iikangen nare sou de

[KIMI] e no omoi ga [BOKU] wo hashirasu
kengai nanka me janai
yokei na kotoba wa nanimo motazu ni
[RIARU] na toki ni fureyou

Ima sugu ni yuku yo [KIMI] no tokoro e
kizutsuku koto mo meippai
atarashii kaze wo kanjita mama de
saikou no koishite

[KIMI] e no omoi ga [BOKU] wo hashirasu
kengai nanka me janai
yokei na kotoba wa nanimo motazu ni
[RIARU] na toki ni fureyou</sub>

I have no idea what the song means but from the title… I guess it’s either No! I Live in a Virtual World! Or maybe No! I don’t believe in virtual! But If I followed the first one (Macarena)… DAMN XD



[10] What song will they play at my funeral?

Fall Out Boy – 7 Minutes in Heaven (atavan halen)

<sub>I'm sleeping my way out of this one
With anyone who will lie down
I'll be stuck fixated on one star
When the world is crashing down

I keep telling myself
I keep telling myself
I'm not the desperate type
But you've got me looking in through blinds

I keep telling myself
I keep telling myself
I'm not the desperate type

I'm sitting out dances on the wall
Trying to forget everything that isn't you
You're not going home alone
Cause I don't do too well

I'm sitting out dances on the wall
Trying to forget everything that isn't you
You're not going home alone
Cause I don't do too well on my own

The only thing worse than not knowing
Is you thinking that I don't know
I'm having another episode
I just need a stronger dose

I keep telling myself
I keep telling myself
I'm not the desperate type
But you've got me looking in through blinds

I keep telling myself
I keep telling myself
I'm not the desperate type

I'm sitting out dances on the wall
Trying to forget everything that isn't you
You're not going home alone
Cause I don't do too well

I'm sitting out dances on the wall
Trying to forget everything that isn't you
You're not going home alone
Cause I don't do too well on my own


DaDaDaDaDaDa
DaDaDaDaDaDa
DaDaDaDaDaDa
DaDaDaDaDaDa
DaDaDaDaDaDa
DoDoDoDoDoDo

DaDaDaDaDaDa
DaDaDaDaDaDa
DaDaDaDaDaDa
DaDaDaDaDaDa
DaDaDaDa
DoDoDoDoDoDo

(I keep telling myself
I keep telling myself
You're not the desperate type
But you've got me looking in through blinds)

I keep telling myself
I keep telling myself
You're not the desperate type

Sitting out dances on the wall
Trying to forget everything that isn't you
I'm not going home alone
Cause I don't do too well on my own</sub>

ONLY 7 MINUTES?!!! WTF?! I WANT HOURS! DAYS! YEARS! CENTURIES!



[11] How does the world see me?

Aqua – Lollipop (Candyman)

<cub>I am the Candyman - Coming from Bountyland
I am the Candyman - Coming from Bountyland!

I wish that you were my Lollipop
Sweet things, I will never get enough
If you show me to the sugar tree,
will you give me a sodapop for free?

Come with me Honey,
I'm your sweet sugar Candyman
Run like the wind - fly with me to Bountyland
Bite me, I'm yours - if you're hungry please understand
This is the end - of the sweet sugar Candyman

Oh my love - I know you are my Candyman,
And oh my love - your word is my command
Oh my love - I know you are my Candyman,
And oh my love - let us fly to Bountyland

You are my Lollipop - sugar sugar top
You are my Lollipop - sugar sugar top

I wish that I were a Bubble Gum,
chewing on me, baby, all day long
I will be begging for sweet delight,
until you say I'm yours tonight

Come with me Honey,
I'm your sweet sugar Candyman
Run like the wind - fly with me to Bountyland
Bite me, I'm yours - if you're hungry please understand
This is the end - of the sweet sugar Candyman

Oh my love - I know you are my Candyman,
And oh my love - your word is my command
Oh my love - I know you are my Candyman,
And oh my love - let us fly to Bountyland

Oh my love - I know you are my Candyman,
and oh my love - your word is my command
Oh my love - I know you are my Candyman,
And oh my love - let us fly to Bountyland

I am the Candyman - Coming from Bountyland
I am the Candyman - Coming from Bountyland!

Oh my love - I know you are my Candyman,
And oh my love - your word is my command
Oh my love - I know you are my Candyman,
And oh my love - let us fly to Bountyland

You are my Lollipop - sugar sugar top
You are my Lollipop - sugar sugar top

SWEET!



[12] What do my friends really think of me?

Hirano Aya – God Knows

<sub>JAPANESE
kawaita kokoro de kakenukeru
gomen ne nani mo dekinakute
itami wo wakachiau koto sae
anata wa yurushite kurenai
muku ni ikiru tame ni furimukazu
senaka mukete satteshimau
on the lonely rail
watashi tsuiteiku yo
donna tsurai sekai no yami no naka de sae
kitto anata wa kagayaite
koeru mirai no hate
yowasa yue ni tamashii kowasarenu you ni
my way kasanaru yo
ima futari ni God bless...
todokete atsuku naru omoi wa
genjitsu tokashite samayou
aitai kimochi ni riyuu wa nai
anata e afuredasu Lovin' you
semete utsukushii yume dake wo
egakinagara oikakeyou
for your lonely heart
yamete uso wa anata rashikunai yo
me wo mite kore kara no koto wo hanasou
watashi kakugo shiteru
kurai mirai datte
tsuyoku natte unmei kaerareru kamo ne
my wish kanaetai noni
subete wa God knows...
anata ga ite watashi ga ite
hoka no hito wa kieteshimatta
awai yume no utsukushisa wo egakinagara
kizuato nazoru
dakara watashi tsuiteiku yo
donna tsurai sekai no yami no naka de sae
kitto anata wa kagayaite
koeru mirai no hate
yowasa yue ni tamashii kowasarenu you ni
my way kasanaru yo
ima futari ni God bless...

ENGLISH
I run past others with a parched heart.
Sorry, I can't do anything.
You won't even let me
Share our pain together.
To live on without tarnish,
I face your back and head out without looking back
on the lonely rail
I will follow you.
No matter how agonizing the world is,
You will shine even in its darkest corners.
Cross over the end of the future,
My weakness will not shatter my spirit.
my way is overlapping with yours.
For the two of us, God bless...
This warming affection that reaches me,
It melts my reality and roams my heart.
I don't need a reason for wanting to meet you,
Just my overflowing feelings, Lovin' you
For now, let's paint a beautiful dream
And chase after
for your lonely heart
Stop it, it's not like you to lie.
Look at my eyes and let's talk about our future.
I am prepared,
Even if the future is bleak,
I might be able to change destiny if I become stronger.
But for my wish to come true,
Everything is God knows...
You are here, I am here.
Everyone else has disappeared.
While we paint the beauty of this fleeting dream,
We trace out the lines of our scars.
That's why I will follow you.
No matter how agonizing the world is,
You will shine even in its darkest corners.
Cross over the end of the future,
My weakness will not shatter my spirit.
my way is overlapping with yours.
For the two of us, God bless...</sub>

I see… MY DARLING LOVELY FRIENDS!! WHAT DO YOU THINK OF ME?!!!



[13] Do people secretly lust after me?

Kelly Clarkson - Walkaway

<sub>you’ve got your mother and your brother
Every other undercover
Tellin' you what to say (say)
You think I'm stupid
But the truth is
That it's cupid, baby
Lovin' you has made me this way
So before you point your finger
Get your hands off of my trigger
Oh yeah
You need to know this situation's getting old
And now the more you talk
The less I can take, oh

I'm looking for attention
Not another question
Should you stay or should you go?
Well, if you don't have the answer
Why are you still standin' here?
Hey, hey, hey, hey
Just walk away
Just walk away
Just walk away

I waited here for you
Like a kid waiting after school
So tell me how come you never showed (showed)?
I gave you everything
And never asked for anything
And look at me
I'm all alone (alone)
So, before you start defendin'
Baby, stop all your pretendin'
I know you know I know
So what's the point in being slow
Let's get the show on the road today
Hey

I'm looking for attention
Not another question
Should you stay or should you go?
Well, if you don't have the answer
Why are you still standin' here?
Hey, hey, hey, hey
Just walk away
Just walk away
Just walk away

I wanna love
I want a fire
To feel the burn
My desires
I wanna man by my side
Not a boy who runs and hides
Are you gonna fight for me?
Die for me?
Live and breathe for me?
Do you care for me?
'Cause if you don't then just leave

I'm looking for attention
Not another question
Should you stay or should you go?
Well, if you don't have the answer
Why are you still standin' here?
Hey, hey, hey, hey
Just walk away

If you don't have the answer
Walk away
Just walk (walk) away
(Just walk away)
Then just leave
Yeah yeah
Walk away
Walk away
Walk away</sub>

So… Is that a yes or a no?



[14] How can I make myself happy?

Changin’ My Life - Focus

<sub>doko no dareka to nani shiteta no? okoranai kara shoujiki ni
shiranai PIASU tabako ni PINKU no RU-JYU ga tsuite iru

mou nigerarenai nogasanai
subete wo hanashite to itta no wa watashi dakedo
yappari kikenai hanashi no tochuu tobidasu "nee"

doushite uso desho doushite!
kikanakya shiranakya shinjinakya yokatta
watashi dake ai shite watashi dake
yasashii wana wo shikakete oite yo
itsu kara uso desho itsu kara?
donna fuu ni douyatte doko made shitteru no?
watashi ni wa nai mono motteru no?
souzou bakari ga fukurami dashiteru

kidzukeba itsumo kimi to kiteta
kouen ni tadoritsuiteta
nani ga nandaka mou wakaranai
kimi kara no denwa nariyamanai

zutto mae ni yameru tte itteta hazu no tabako suidashite gomakasu no
yappari kikitai hanashi no tochuu ki ni naru "haa"

dokoka ni kiechau dokoka ni usotsuki kidzuki
aisou tsukita kara
isoide mukae ni konakucha kimi to onaji koto watashi ni mo dekiru yo
mechamecha konna ni mechamecha uragiri yokogiri GIRIGIRI nan dakara
kantan ni kirai ni naretara donna ni raku na no? dou sureba ii no?

PIN de tometa futari yorisou shashin yugandeku
dou mitemo mou FO-KASU ga awanai yo nee

doushite uso desho doushite!
kikanakya shiranakya shinjinakya yokatta
watashi dake ai shite watashi dake
yasashii wana wo shikakete oite yo
itsu kara uso desho itsu kara?
donna fuu ni douyatte doko made shitteru no?
watashi ni wa nai mono motteru no?
souzou bakari ga fukurami dashiteru</sub>

Must be referring to my studies… *looks at Chemistry Book*



[15] What should I do with my life?

Edge of Fire – Whole Again

<sub>I will love u till the day I die
I would tell u how much I'll need u everyday
for my life long to love some one like u
with a heart silhouetted the perfect passion

I would try to be a better lover
I don't care if I lose my all
cause it's u I've been dreamin' for this life time
so here's my heart ,waitin' for u to take it baby

Come & take my heart tonite
cause it's u I've been waitin' for all the while
come & take my heart tonite
make me whole again

I see clouds filling up the moon
& the greens turnin' into blue & faded
I would say things were wrong & now I'm missin' u
I will have to make amends cause it'll be till the end

do u think I would stop for what I've been leavin' out these nights
girl I've been cravin' u'd be mine all mine
u are all that have made my life, I won''t let u down this time
baby I want u back here in my life forever</sub>

So.. What do I do….?



[16] Will I ever have children?

Abba – Mama Mia

<sub>I've been cheated by you since I don't know when
So I made up my mind, it must come to an end
Look at me now, will I ever learn?
I don't know how but I suddenly lose control
There's a fire within my soul
Just one look and I can hear a bell ring
One more look and I forget everything, o-o-o-oh

Mamma mia, here I go again
My my, how can I resist you?
Mamma mia, does it show again?
My my, just how much I've missed you
Yes, I've been brokenhearted
Blue since the day we parted
Why, why did I ever let you go?
Mamma mia, now I really know,
My my, I could never let you go.

I've been angry and sad about the things that you do
I can't count all the times that I've told you we're through
And when you go, when you slam the door
I think you know that you won't be away too long
You know that I'm not that strong.
Just one look and I can hear a bell ring
One more look and I forget everything, o-o-o-oh

Mamma mia, here I go again
My my, how can I resist you?
Mamma mia, does it show again?
My my, just how much I've missed you
Yes, I've been brokenhearted
Blue since the day we parted
Why, why did I ever let you go?
Mamma mia, even if I say
Bye bye, leave me now or never
mamma mia, it's a game we play
Bye bye doesn't mean forever

Mamma mia, here I go again
My my, how can I resist you?
Mamma mia, does it show again?
My my, just how much I've missed you
Yes, I've been brokenhearted
Blue since the day we parted
Why, why did I ever let you go
Mamma mia, now I really know
My my, I could never let you go</sub>

MAMMA MIA!



[17] What is some good advice?

The Beatles – I want to Hold Your Hand

Oh yeah, I'll tell you something,
I think you'll understand.
When I'll say that something
I want to hold your hand,
I want to hold your hand,
I want to hold your hand.
Oh please, say to me
You'll let me be your man
And please, say to me
You'll let me hold your hand.
Now let me hold your hand,
I want to hold your hand.
And when I touch you I feel happy inside.
It's such a feeling that my love
I can't hide, I can't hide, I can't hide.
Yeah, you've got that something
I think you'll understand.
When I'll say that something
I want to hold your hand,
I want to hold your hand,
I want to hold your hand.
And when I touch you I feel happy inside.
It's such a feeling that my love
I can't hide, I can't hide, I can't hide.
Yeh, you've got that something,
I think you'll understand
When I'll feel that something
I want to hold your hand,
I want to hold your hand,
I want to hold your hand.

EWWW!!! Pervert



[18] What do I think my current theme song is?


KRU – C’mon Lah

<sub>When was the last time you paid for a Malaysian movie
Or a music CD or if ever maybe…
Was it a pirated copy or illegal MP3
Cause the cinemas all look empty to me
Is it because everyone’s too busy
Fighting and voting on reality TV shows
Who’s better, Mawi or Jackie
And in awards shows, will anyone ever beat Miss Siti?
Who cares if she’s got something going on
With all these Datuks cause it’s a big yawn
A love saga or some courtroom drama
Yo, don’t be kaypo MYOB Joe

Haiya, why you want to fight-fight
Make noise some more
Make the blood go up
C’mon lah, we Malaysian what?!!
C’mon lah, together-gether mah

How to go far when we fight-fight
Make noise some more
Make the blood go up
C’mon lah, we Malaysian what?!!
C’mon lah, together-gether mah

Now pay attention sit down and listen
So why can’t we be obedient when no one’s watching us 24/7
Passing red lights in the middle of the night
What’s right is wrong, on the roads we become demons
Honks and fingers, abuses and sisters
That you force to stand and book your spot at the parking lot
Unless if you’re an AP king driving Ferraris
Hustlers will scratch your doors and nail your tyres
So which team do you support here?
Melaka, Pahang, Selangor or Johor?
Cause at the mamak stalls they watch the EPL scores
Maybe that’s why it’s hard for our national team to beat Singapore

Just think about it..just give it a chance coz we need it
There’s no one else in the world who cares if we don’t care at all
Just go on and on..and move on
Now everybody c’mon, Say ‘La-la-la..’

Haiya, why you want to fight-fight
Make noise some more
Make the blood go up
C’mon lah, we Malaysian what?!!
C’mon lah, together-gether mah

How to go far when we fight-fight
Make noise some more
Make the blood go up
C’mon lah, we Malaysian what?!!
C’mon lah, together-gether mah

Hey brutha..hey sista!

Too many wannabes in our Hip Hop community
Talking crap bout the ghetto, G thang and the rivalry
Talk the way you normally talk lah
You’re from KL, not an American rap star
What’s wrong with the honies wearing minis
Whether in the clubs or malls or streets in the cities
We make a big deal about the little things in life
On the differences rather than the similarities alike
Just chill, be cool with each other
After all there’s no one out there gonna do us this favour
Stop the slacking, dissin’, slammin’ and moanin’
Cause we’re brothers and sisters, now everybody sing

Haiya, why you want to fight-fight
Make noise some more
Make the blood go up
C’mon lah, we Malaysian what?!!
C’mon lah, together-gether mah

How to go far when we fight-fight
Make noise some more
Make the blood go up
C’mon lah, we Malaysian what?!!
C’mon lah, together-gether mah</sub>

YEA BABEH!!! I SUPPORT PIRACY!!! Hell I get my DVD’s from there… wait… SHHHHH



[19] What does everyone think of my current life?

Smashmouth – I’m A believer

<sub>I thought love was only true in fairy tales
Meant for someone else but not for me
Love was out to get me, thats the way it seems
Disappointment haunted all my dreams

Chorus:
And then I saw her face
Now I'm a believer
Not a trace
Of doubt in my mind
I'm in love
I'm a believer
I couldn't leave her
(Even) If I tried

I thought that love was more or less a given thing
But the more I gave the less I got oh yeah
Whats the use of trying, the only thing you get is pain
When I wanted sunshine, I got rain

Chorus

Whats the use of trying, the only thing you get is pain
When I wanted sunshine, I got rain

Chorus 2 x</sub>

YEA I’M A BELIEVER!!!!!



[20] What type of style of women/man do I like?

Madison Avenue - I’m Horny

The title says it all *wink*



[21] Will you get married?

Barenaked Ladies – One Little Slip

I’m lazy to find the lyrics Anyway… so.. what does this mean?



[22] What should I do with my love life?

Changin’ My Life – Eternal Snow

It sound... sad... T_T



[23] Where will you live?

Remy Zero – Everything is Beautiful

YEA!!!



[24] What will your dying words be?

Beyonce – Check On It

Whoa… Can a almost goihng to die person sing that song?


[25] When i'm having sex, i say...

Jessica Simpson – Public Affair

Shouldn’t I say things like ‘AHH!!’ or the name of the guy/girl?



[26] When I meet a guy/ girl for the first time, I say...

Weezer – Perfect Situation

LOL! That’s gonna be funny!!


[27] When my parents are angry, i say...

Metric – Love Is a Place

When they are angry.. I suddenly get daze and start singing it… is it?

[28] When ryan asks me how he looks like after styling his hair.. I say..

White Bound – Rakuen no Tobira (Door To Heaven)

WHO IS RYAN?! Well.. I know one ryan.. and another ryan… But still.. Door to Heaven? His hair must be real nice…

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If you read till here.. amazing...

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Haha, the last journal wa sjust me ranting about nonsense so here's a journal which is.. not so nonsense! It's about me! COOKING! As if the pop corn wasn't bad enough...
So I tried making this Gulab Jamun (search it in wikipedia) caus eit looked so cute!!! and sounded easy to do! And anyway.. It's cute!

So being a smartass, I decided to make it alone!

My close friends should know how very laid back I am till I forget stuff so I happily added 30ml of water into the flour and started mixing them. I DIDN'T SIEVE. Bad idea cause I kept adding more and more water and thus, unable to make them round...
Thinking 'oh well, cook it like cengkodok (malaysian mashed banana+flour+oil+heat which when cooked is just somewhat.. taking a fistful of it and slowly press your hand to let the dropping come out? Sorry, I'm bad at describing)' So I so smart did that....

Being my first time doing it, I forgot about since how small it was, how fast it will cook so... wala! 2 burnt Gulab Jamuns! Okay.. not that bad... Now to soak it for 20 mins in WARM sugar syrup. Being a dumbass... I soaked it in BOILING WATER. and left it...

When I came to check on it... errr... I'll skip this part. SO after that.. I pondered and pondered on what I did wrong.. and was like 'Oh.. My.. God... I'm an idiot...'.

Feleing so guilty, I Made a chocolate cake. This time.. REAL careful. I even measured the container! It was supposed to be 13x9 but the one I had was 11.5x8. i didn't care cause ABIT only rite? It came out fine. PHEW!

So that is why... never leave Itchan in the kitchen alone unless she's cooking stuff she KNOWS.

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OKay.. I have been... practically dead..
Just right after I though 'YAY! My mesage box is cleared!' Now... lets not talk about it...

Examinations are coming and honestly, no, i did not study REAL hard for it which most probably is the reason I'm not onlining much nowadays. It's cause big bubby is right now, in control of my computer. Yes... MY COMPUTER. Which is 4 years old and still running. And haven't been re=formatted thus very slow and crazy right now.

Let's stop boring talk and start happy talk! Our topic, Ouran Host Club! What... complain about how otaku-ish it is but it's right now the hottest topic I've seen. So anyway, it's about to end!!! I so hope Hikaru gets Haruhi!!! Hikaru is soo much better then the tono... and soo much more entertaining right? Although... I kinda pity Haruhi cause she has to tolerate as a 'play thing'. Imagine what they play in bed! Kidding. 2 more episode dammit!

Next, we have our about Animax! Truthfully and honestly, I do not watch it at all except for Alice Academy... I keep wanting to watch something but at the same time I keep forgetting what to watch and when to watch! So in the end, I dunno what to watch and instad watch Kids Next Door XD. Is Animax good? I find it hard to navigate the subtitles (I get Malay ones) and also... the dubs are very annoying!

Then, my obsession with Bass. I WANNA LEARN BASS!!! It looks so interesting.. and anyway... I now notice how a few bas players are hot. DAMN! *coughcough* But that's private and Confidential . I just recenly watched Nana. And when the guitarist was playing the song solo, I was like 'Hah?' then when the vocalist started singing I was like 'OH! It's the opening song!'. Then, after a few episodes, the bass came in and DAMN! It was so cool!! He was like deng deng deng deng deng deng deng deng... and he looks so calm and composed! Not to mention cute although my older brother was having fun calling him 'PONDAN!' (transvestite).

Also, for my music class, my teacher has made a bargain with me. If I don't practice my improvisation and sight playing, she will not let me play any songs... . I CAN'T HELP IT! Impro ain't easy! For gods sake! I have to make up a song in less then 3 minutes (?) with only 2 bars given! and from 2, there's 32 bars to play! How the hell am I to 'imagine' how to play it! Then there's the improvisation A. I hate melody fake! I hate double notes! I also hate making up introductions! And gues what?! For Grade 5, there are 2 examinations! 2 FREAKING EXAMINATIONS! GAHH!!!

Phew... I need to play some songs... >.<
Anyway, if you read everything, I am totally amazed. I'll try to post up something ASAP once my USB ports are fine. For now, just be satisfied if I do POST something .

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Lets make this simple ^^

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Rules: The 1st player of this "game" starts with the topic "6 weird habits/things about yourself" and people who get tagged need to write a journal about their 6 weird habits/things as well as state this rule clearly. In the end, you need to choose the next 6 people to be tagged and list their names. Don't forget to leave a comment that says "you are tagged" in their devpage comments and tell them to read yours....
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!1: I tend to bit eon my pens/pencils if I'm thinking but I make sure I don't do it in public (I'm really very self concious) and once, I broke my pen cause I was biting and thinking so hard (MATHS IS TOUGH!)

!2: I tend to sit in really weird positions like one leg on the table or such when using the computer or doing my homework and stuff. I'm just really restless and it stretches my legs at the same time so hehe... XD

!3: I have a husband a 3 kids? O_o and not to mention tons of wives

!4: When I have to play a song (Electone), I play better when the song is harder and more upbeat. My teacher knows that and uses it as my advantage but when I come to songs that need EMOTIONAL feelings.. I really suck... (Winter Sonta, My Heart Will Go On, etc etc). Gimme Tango andI'll be able to play it really efficiantly XD Or so my teacher says

!5: I don't hang out with malays much even though I'm a malay myself. Sure, my bestfriends are malays but I hang out with Chinese ppl more which is why I hate my religious class cause all the bit**y malays are there. I started hating them when I was in form 1 when they framed me of something I didn't do and well.. they misunderstood... I was even supporting them! GARGH!

!6: I'm pretty obsessive. If I like something I will seriously go for it (or so I think...) well... if I had a guy I like... I really pity that guy....

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